, ([personal profile] yokeye) wrote in [community profile] irisnetwork 2019-05-05 04:17 am (UTC)

[He stops looking at Tonton, but has to squee at that cute little noise. He takes a seat. It's much better than the lumpy couch the old therapist had.]

No, nothing specific~! Uhh... I don't really know what kind of problem it is and maybe that's a problem too, but mostly it's like I know there's something wrong because everyone keeps telling me to calm down all the time I'm not even like freaking out that much as far as I can tell! It's not like before at all! And there's also like when I say things, people look at me like it makes absolutely no sense when it totally does! Uh, what else, oh! Do you ever feel like nothing is real sometimes? Like you're just say walking down the street and the suddenly there's this overwhelming feeling that you don't exist and you can't connect with anything or anyone because you're like- not like a ghost or incorporeal or anything like that, but just that maybe you never existed or can't tell what does exist and what that even really means!? How do you know!? Is that weird!? And sometimes I get lost because I suddenly don't recognize where I am anymore like I knew and now I don't and so I can't find my way back until that feeling goes away, which it does! Mostly I think there's something wrong because I don't seem to think like a lot of other people and it makes them sad somehow, they look sad! There's other things I'm forgetting, I know, I probably should have made a list or really have someone else make a list because maybe that would be more helpful!? Do you think it would?

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