All my life I watched the adults around me prepare for this, tell me to prepare for it. The whole secret world has been doing nothing but scheming and planning to make this victory happen, seers included. If they're not panicking, neither will I.
[ So basically... he's afraid of thinking about the alternative. The idea of Nightfall has become normal to him, because it's always been there, but he also developed an optimistic attitude about it in order to get by. ]
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All my life I watched the adults around me prepare for this, tell me to prepare for it. The whole secret world has been doing nothing but scheming and planning to make this victory happen, seers included. If they're not panicking, neither will I.
[ So basically... he's afraid of thinking about the alternative. The idea of Nightfall has become normal to him, because it's always been there, but he also developed an optimistic attitude about it in order to get by. ]