De nada, Toki. You're already in trouble so I'm sure you've heard enough but let me just say, it's okay to have doubts about things like this. It's scary, even without the bad stuff mixed in. It would just be better to take these thoughts to other people first. Even if one person doesn't agree, you may just need to find the right person. Preferably an adult or someone experienced. And then the thing can be better worked out on how to work with the topic. Do you think you might be able to try that in the future if you're having thoughts like this that scare you or make you angry?
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You're already in trouble so I'm sure you've heard enough but let me just say, it's okay to have doubts about things like this. It's scary, even without the bad stuff mixed in.
It would just be better to take these thoughts to other people first.
Even if one person doesn't agree, you may just need to find the right person.
Preferably an adult or someone experienced.
And then the thing can be better worked out on how to work with the topic.
Do you think you might be able to try that in the future if you're having thoughts like this that scare you or make you angry?