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御冷 ミァハ | Mihie MIACH ([personal profile] imitationsoul) wrote in [community profile] irisnetwork 2020-01-12 04:22 pm (UTC)

also cw for mild suicidal ideation, sorry

You and I really are the same.

I like hell a lot as a concept that humanity has installed to self-regulate, but an eternal existence...? I couldn't stand it. When I am gone, hopefully by my own choice or even hand, then I want to be gone. My remains shall be the image I leave behind in the heads of those who knew me, until they eventually rot and decay as well. Even if I'd have changed the world, eventually I'd become a legend that bears no resemblance to my original self.

And then, I'd be free. No heaven, no hell, no people shall have any hold over me. The self of Miach Mihie will disappear into nothingness, belonging to nobody.

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