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irisnetwork2019-02-07 06:55 pm
maplesight) wrote in irisnetwork2019-02-07 06:55 pm
HOT ot NOT
hey all of you losers out there! you all scored dates for the dance yet!? you're running out of time!! but don't worry, good ol' Maple is here to help if you haven't.
"How are you going to help us, Maple?" you might ask. well lo and Behold, I bring you a proud tradition of the school, which allows one to show off to other desperate, lonely students, as well as GET IN THE SPIRIT OF ST. VALENTINE'S.
a couple centuries ago, St. Valentines was crucified for the CRIME of being SMOKING HOT, and to commemorate this we all post pictures of ourselves for the rest of the students to tell us whether or not we are smoking Hot or a desperate Not.
HOT OR NOT
post pics, get judged, score a date.
that simple
this is a PROUD TRADITION here at Daybreak, so do it! get in the spirit of the school and valentine's! and DON'T be a loser by telling the staff about this post
"How are you going to help us, Maple?" you might ask. well lo and Behold, I bring you a proud tradition of the school, which allows one to show off to other desperate, lonely students, as well as GET IN THE SPIRIT OF ST. VALENTINE'S.
a couple centuries ago, St. Valentines was crucified for the CRIME of being SMOKING HOT, and to commemorate this we all post pictures of ourselves for the rest of the students to tell us whether or not we are smoking Hot or a desperate Not.
HOT OR NOT
post pics, get judged, score a date.
that simple
this is a PROUD TRADITION here at Daybreak, so do it! get in the spirit of the school and valentine's! and DON'T be a loser by telling the staff about this post
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i talked to her about that
we came to the agreement that this school is what you need
despite what trouble youve gotten yourself into
and it is
she understands perfectly well that no matter what
this is where you need to be
and as worried as she is she loves you enough to let you be here
all thats left is for you to prove to her yourself that she can trust you
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prove it
show me your texts with her
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ask her if she and i talked about you staying in school no matter what
youre worried about how your tía feels?
you talk to her
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she doesn't KNOW and if i even hint at something weird being up shes going to find out
are you trying to get me sent home?
is that the plan?
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after everything that's happened?
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yes i do!
because thats what adults do, they use you and then they say "okay stay somewhere safe and try not to think about it"
dont tell me im wrong
and that you WOULDNT send me back to new york if you thought for a moment it would keep me away from that monster
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YOURE RIGHT
I WOULD
ID SEND YOU FAR AWAY FROM HERE
IF I COULD GET YOU AWAY FROM THAT THING I WOULD HAVE BECAUSE I AM LOSING MY MIND THINKING WHAT IT COULD DO TO YOU BUT I TRIED AND I COULDNT BECAUSE YOUR AUNT IS THE ONE WHO SAID YOU HAD TO STAY
HER
NOT ME
SHE CONVINCED ME
AND I AM STILL TERRIFIED BUT I AM TRYING TO TRUST YOU
BUT IF YOU THINK
THAT ANY OF THIS
WHAT I DO OR SHE DOES OR YOUR UNCLE DOES IS ABOUT USING YOU THEN
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you dont get it
i dont know at this point if you are ever going to get it
so
fine
think what you want of me
but im not sorry for keeping her in the know
i wont apologize for doing what i wish i could have
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It's enough to make him stop for a moment. And - frankly, tear up a little? Angry and frustrated, but also guilty. That wasn't the reaction he wanted. ]
thats not
maybe this isnt the right time to talk about this
i still dont think you should have told her anything but fine, if shes not calling me back home, then i guess thats good enough
i just dont want to be shut out of my own life when theres crazy stuff going on.
and now im here and like none of the avengers will talk to me any more
thats. i dont think its wrong to be kind of mad about that
but i shouldnt take that out on you and may, i guess
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but its done now
ill be honest peter i dont think that highly of your avengers
even if i give the benefit of doubt i cant really speak for where they are or why or anything
but you can rest assured your family and i dont want to shut you out
we just want you to have a life to live
and may wants to be a part of it
if you want to be angry then be angry
you do have a right to be
but if you're going to talk of being shut out then consider that you're not the only one
shes your family you know and shes a lot stronger than you think
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im not trying to shut her out.
or you.
i want you both in my life and im sorry for acting like i dont
youre important to me
i just
[ Another pause. He's gotta break out the capitals and the punctuation for this. ]
If something were wrong - really, really wrong - would you tell me?
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i dont want to hide something that might hurt you
if something were wrong
truly
i would want you to know as much as may
more so
i would want you to be prepared for anything that came
and if it were something dire
i wouldnt want you to wonder for the rest of your life
you tend to race into things
im still scared youre going to do that with something dangerous
and that might make me want to hold my tongue
but ill do my best anyway to tell you what i can
and
how about this
if theres something i dont tell you
trust the i will in time
and that im just looking for the right one
at no risk to anyone in that waiting
[That moment when it's now or never, when there's no more time left to waste and Peter's life as one of the living reaches its end. When it's two dead people who've got a whole lot of things to sort out.]
does that sound fair?
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Later, this will all make sense. Too much sense. ]
i do trust you
like, I'm not at ALL comforted right now
but I do trust you
and I guess that's all I can ask for.
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its been a long time since i could make any sort of guarantee
im working on it
but thank you
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and ill text aunt may back i guess