un: wellcooked

[transfusionem]

I'm going to try to not make this any longer than it needs to be, because I don't see the point in dragging it out, so I'll just say it flat out.

I'm sorry for what I've done. I don't remember everything, not really, but I know I've done something that can't exactly be forgiven. I don't want to make excuses for myself, either, but I do want to give people a warning.

There's someone out there targeting people in the school, making them act in unusual and potentially dangerous ways to themselves and others. I know I'm not the only person who's been impacted by this, and I don't know if I'll be the last. I don't really know how to stop it, either, even though I wish I did.

Just be careful, okay?

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[transfusionem]

He got a lot of people killed.

[Just...sayin'...]

It feels a lot like my fault, but I guess there's no point in dwelling on it. What's done is done.

[deuteranope]

yeah
like I said shit happens in this fucking school
not that I'm happy about it or nothing just...I don't think that was what he wanted
he might seem kinda shitty, but he's actually a good kid and cares about people
still fucked the fuck up
I dunno

people that know you know you're a good person that cares too. you got like...mom energy
the highest of fucking compliments coming from me tbh
and anyway...
saying that this makes people hurt themselves makes me think of some little Mousie I know
you wouldn't say that was his fault, right?
so why would this be yours if it's the same fucking thing?

[transfusionem]

It feels different, when it's yourself.
Plus it's like...
I don't know how many people I hurt. I don't know what I've done.
And what if it happens again?

[deuteranope]

sure
not saying I probably wouldn't be thinking the same thing
still, you deserve to hear what the right fucking answer is on top of that other shit you're thinking

[It won't happen again. Maverick is certain of that -- even if Akechi thought it was okay after this mess for some reason, Mav will be having A Talk with him. Leave his buddy alone... He can't exactly assure her of it without revealing too much, though.]

if you're worried you can always ask one of the guards to tail you, like they do with contracted students
I mean if you're not on lockdown or whatever I don't fucking know

[transfusionem]

[Maverick is...too good for her. She wonders if he knows, yet. What she is. The kind of monster she just happens to be.

She doesn't know if him knowing would make things better or worse.]

That might not be a bad idea.
I haven't heard anything yet, about what's going to happen.
But that doesn't mean I'm not already being watched.

[deuteranope]

they are shockingly bad at follow up and communication

there's a handful of guards that are good people
Mama's old friends from school and shit like that
if you go that route I'll see what I can do about making sure you don't get someone shitty on the regular

[transfusionem]

Yeah, that doesn't shock me.

I'll look into it. And thanks, Mav.