un: likesflowers | late night thoughts about mortality with a ten year old

[alreadyhuman]

[ This post shows up at one of those 'no reasonable person should be awake at this time' hours, like 4 in the morning. ]

If you knew you were going to die

How would you feel? what are you meant to feel?

[ Vivi is not even remotely tech-savvy enough to know how to conceal his identity, so this is a great look into his mental state right now.

Which is to say: not good. ]

Comments

[alreadyhuman]

i mean
you have to think about it too right? so im not mad or anything! were kinda the same. its really difficult

i dont know what kind of answers i wanted i guess. maybe i just wanted there to be something i could hold onto to make things better

but i guess there isnt anything that makes this better really

[ofexperience]

Nobody can begrudge you for that. Having something concrete would be far easier... unfortunately, being in our position is by no means an easy one.

I think the important thing is to make sure you have as few regrets as possible.

[There's not a lot of hope for him on that front, but...]

[alreadyhuman]

i dont even know what comes after dying so i dunno how to feel about that either.....

regrets?
id feel sad about making my friends sad...
but i dont think i can stop that even if i want them to not be.