un: likesflowers | late night thoughts about mortality with a ten year old

[alreadyhuman]

[ This post shows up at one of those 'no reasonable person should be awake at this time' hours, like 4 in the morning. ]

If you knew you were going to die

How would you feel? what are you meant to feel?

[ Vivi is not even remotely tech-savvy enough to know how to conceal his identity, so this is a great look into his mental state right now.

Which is to say: not good. ]

Comments

[alreadyhuman]

i was just thinking about it too hard sorry!! :(

i guess its special but not happy special
sad special :(

that makes sense though
theres lots of stuff to do. what kinda stuff do you want to do?

[ things he felt he had to get out of his head: talking about dying
things he doesnt necessarily want to talk about: dying ]

[awooligan]

sad special fits this place

[Someone had mentioned everyone going here having been fucked over by life, and he'd believe it.

Anyway, Vivi is valid.]

I couldn't wait to turn 18 so I could move out but coming here took care of that
punch my dad in the dick
fun bad stuff
your mom