posted at like 2am. un: supersenses

[infestedcouncilpresident]

Hey Ive got an open question for you all: Why do you go on the super optional death missions?

Ive been on them too because...Nightfall is everyones problem and since I can do some stuff normal people cant I kind of felt like I had to? But I never signed up to be a soldier I signed up to be a student. I got all this training to be a human blender and I got this cool daemon horn sword but

I hate knowing how to kill people and I hate that I know what it feels like to be stabbed

I dunno maybe I want to see if Im just being selfish. Might delete this in the morning

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[infestedcouncilpresident]

Who is this?

[It's a simple question that looks flippant, but she definitely read it, and she's definitely thinking about it. She COULD just walk away. She knows how to control her powers, now. She could just go back to Japan and transfer to a NORMAL goddamn school and never worry about any of it again.

So why hasn't she?

She tells herself she doesn't know.]

[nor_iron_bars]

Let's just say "someone who made some choices" and leave it at that.

[infestedcouncilpresident]

Everyone makes choices

[nor_iron_bars]

And everyone's still making choices, too.
That's another important thing: you aren't trapped one way or another.
If you decide to stay, you don't have to do this forever.
And if you decide to leave, you can still come back.

[infestedcouncilpresident]

[Huh. She doesn't reply again, but that's food for thought]